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Friday, April 30, 2010
Legal driver Today, i passed by Traffic Police (TP) test! What: Pratical Driving Test When: 3.45Pm, 30 April, 2010 Where: Comfort del gro Driving Centre Who: Me, and Tester Benedict Ng Kin Chye How: With a bit of luck, 18 points. Some mistakes i made had free count, so not counted in the total points. We all need some luck, and i had one with this tester. Tomorrow is Labour Day, means holiday for testers. I think alot of people in my batch passed today. Must be they good mood, knowing tmr's a holiday ;) Today was make or break for me. Fail again, and i would have failed 4 attempts. Its embarrassing to tell people i failed thrice. 4 times? No way! By hook or by crook, its a necessity to pass today. Just thinking i have to waste more $$ and time in future to travel and learn these lessons, is such a daunting thought. I felt confident today. Because, i'm definitely more prepared from my previous test, because i accumulated more experience. However, the thought of failure was unthinkable. I only thought of passing. I used to remember, when i failed, i only wish i could rewind back time. So sitting in the room, waiting for my name to be called, i told myself, that imagine i failed today, and i re-winded back time today. Now is the chance to seize it and not make stupid mistakes. First hurdle to get out of my way, which is beyond my hands, which was not getting Poh Ah Soon as tester. Once you dont get him, your chances of passing got 50% higher. That fella, i dont need to say more should I? He failed me for my previous (3rd) attempt but i was pretty sure i deserved to pass. So when he called another student, i felt relieved, but pity a girl who will be tested by him. I got a Tester named Benedict Ng. When i entered the car, he still can explain to me some instructions on what to do, and what means what. I tot, hoseh liao ah this fella so nice. All my previous instructor never do this, just go in. start engine, GO! Then i did my circuit quite well. Then the nightmare began outside. I delayed moving off, stalled engine, moved off wrong gear. I tot die liao la. After test, i thought i failed but maybe have a slim chance of passing. Later, he asked me enter the room and take a seat, with him sitting opposite me. He said he wanna explain to me where i went wrong. That's it, failed. Then he takan me till quite jialat, and turn the paper around. I saw the PASS. I was overjoyed and totally shocked. " Huh i passed a?" and he said " I never said you fail, Please learn from your mistakes. Congrats" I cannot describe the joy. It was overwhealming. It made me felt so free. Like i was captured in a cage and was finally released. I know its only a damn driving test, but it meant alot to pass because i've been looking forward to this day for the past 10 months. It was awesome. You should see my face. :D :D :D Thanks Mr benedict, you made my day. Enjoy ur holiday tomorrow! LOL Before i end the post, i want to say to any fella who is gonna undergo lessons for his or her license. Dont lose hope, and keep trying. Its only a matter of time and luck before you pass! Hooraayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Final note. POH AH SOON, GO TO HELL SUCKA!
8:36 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
BYE BYE SINGAPORE, HELLO JAPAN! 2:38 AM
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
To say that you are not angry is an understatement Who wouldn't be? I would be too if i were you. Betrayed and so inconsiderate. All these emotions will surely engulf each individual and everyone knows who they are. Sometimes, i feel better if i get scolded, shouted at. Because i should take a huge slice of the blame. I started the Dnd 2010, got everyone hopes high. Now, everything comes crashing down. Hopes dashed, an event you all look forward to, called off just like that. When i heard about the jap trip, i was disappointed and annoyed too. Everything is set in place. Why? Initially my first reaction was to forget about the jap trip. Because dnd is already planned and everyone confirmed it. I could not understand why. But later than night, i gave them, a chance to explain, and give myself, a chance to listen. Finally, i know where they are coming from. Why are they so desperate. A opportunity like this, is hard let go by. If people have the time, or if certain circumstances were in their favor, they would be interested in a trip too. So as far as the blaming game goes, please spread the blame evenly like peanut butter on bread. Everyone should get a slice of the cake and no single person should be targeted as the mastermind. I could have said no and gone ahead with things. But the initial 10 ppl plan would be wrecked already would it. Point taken, but no matter what, i could have gone ahead as planned. But as the organiser, i jumped ship. Therefore i have to accept, that from that point onwards, things would be different. Some friendships will never be the same again. Scars will be left, some beyond repair. But all in all, i do hope all the dust settles nicely. Yeah, its my wishful thinking. Its easy to say bygones be bygones. But, there's a twist recently. I wont engage a cyber war because of that. You know what i'm talking about.
I only hope, things will become better with time. 1:52 AM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I want a Razer Death Adder Mouse! 11:00 AM
Monday, February 1, 2010
Its time to think My internship, has finally come to an end. Which leaves me free until i begin my National Service. Looking back at those 15 weeks, it was a pleasant experience working there, to experiencing how it is working in a office. My only complain is the traveling time with public transport, and you could say the location of my company too. Everyone made me feel very welcomed there and i could not ask for more. I'll miss some parts of my work, the fun, the people, but i certainly don't miss traveling to work there. But now, reality sinks in. Its time to set some concrete targets and goals for the future. Right on top of the list, is my career. Now that i got time on my hands, i really got to think. No wild guesses and imagination, no buts or what ifs, but really, what will happen after army? One thing my internship taught me. No IT related work for me in future. I hate it. With my diploma in MWC, its kinda sad to see it go to waste if i do not make use of it. But i really don't want to study something i dread in my past 3 years in Temasek Poly in University. I'm unsure if i am able to go to one, which school and which course. I really got to think hard.
11:53 PM
Friday, January 29, 2010
I should wash my hands off certain matters, because it does not really concern myself. Its not a matter of being selfish, but because it messes with my own mind at times. 12:12 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
I had a great meal with my colleagues today. 2 of them were married fathers. They were talking about their kids, what its like to have kids, how much they mean to them and how important it is to study hard. Its an eye opener for me. Its these bits of stories and experiences i hear about, everyday, no matter how small, that will change the outlook and perspective of how our lives would be. Lets call one of my colleague Lawrey. He was talking about how special having a daughter would be, because at the end of a tiring day, having his young daughter complimenting him on his new haircut can mean so much. He mentioned that, his son, or any son, will never do things like those, though small, that meant alot to them. He went on to explain that, as a father( like all fathers do) will never be successful, or attempt to understand the feelings of his son because as a young guy, he wants you to grow up and be strong, or something like that. i dont know how to put it =/ That's not to say that their sons are not loyal or adorable. Its just that, with daughters you get these feelings, with sons, you get something different. I'm not sure how to put it, but i certainly knew what they meant. Also, they talk about marriage, and how their wedding pictures being replace by their kids pictures on the bedside table. Perhaps these children thing is still a little far off from me. But learning from their experiences, will certainly do us more good than harm yeah? I could tell, it was never easy to support a family, with financial worries the root of the problem. They advised me to pursue my degree. Just follow what your parents ask you to do and dont ask so many questions. Because they are always right. I do not have to repay them. I repay my parents by studying hard, and get a good job. If i done that, they have done their part and that's what they have worked for all these years to see. Now i wished i had studied harder in my secondary school days. But time is on our side, but not for long. But its never too late to start thinking and pursuing our dreams and make something for ourselves. Think hard people!
12:12 AM
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